Love and The Dance Floor

Been bustin my ass puttin out choreo and making myself cleaner as a choreographer and a dancer so I can do what I want which is dance for the past 2-3 weeks. After talkin to my friends that are dancers and chroegraphers they all tell me the same thing. I can make dope choreo its just missing somthing. I been tryin to figure out what is that missing piece to my puzzle that will complete me. After finally sitting down talkin with a friend if finally slapped me in the face and I been told this b4 but it never hit me this hard. I need to find the love I have for dance and push it out through my body "You can do the steps now make it ART!!!!" Thats what I was told and that rung in my head as well. I remember I could show how bad I wanted this when I started watching Turbo Moonwalk across a sidewalk and when Janet introduced her dancers at the end of the Velvet Rope tour (SHOUT OUTS TO BEAT FREAKS If you know their resume you know what I am talkin about) and the one movie that made me get off my ass and do this fa real You Got Served. Now in days I am just dancing to eat instead I should be dancing because I am a dancer. Because the smell of a sweaty studio shows that I worked hard (as disgusting as it is). On my drive home I was thinking "How Can I Dance With My Passion, Move Like I am Leoarndo De Vinchi's paint brush when he painted that chapel celling, Dance like Jason Statham in Crank if I don't move I die. I got alot of self discovery to do (if thats what its called). bout to pop some old movies in the dvd player and just think out.